The Archibald Baxter Memorial Trust 

If I must die

Refaat Alareer (1979 - 2023)

If I must die,
you must live
to tell my story
to sell my things
to buy a piece of cloth
and some strings,
(make it white with a long tail)
so that a child, somewhere in Gaza
while looking heaven in the eye
awaiting his dad who left in a blaze–
and bid no one farewell
not even to his flesh
not even to himself–
sees the kite, my kite you made, flying up above
and thinks for a moment an angel is there
bringing back love
If I must die
let it bring hope
let it be a tale

Video of Brian Cox reading the poem

Archibald Baxter’s Poetry

A collection of some of his works edited by Caitlin Duff: Download here


Poems

If I must die

Refaat Alareer (1979 - 2023)


The Soldier and The Poet

Jul 28, 2025


The C.O’s

Nov 6, 2018


Kevin Clements with thanks to Leunig

Aug 22, 2015


The Reading of the Names

Aug 11, 2015


In The Flanders Snow

Aug 11, 2015